Today is the big move day...
I think moving is one of the most stressful yet rewarding experiences one can have especially if you are moving on, moving away, or moving up. I happen to feel like a combination of all of these is happening in my life:
I am moving on from a situation that was supposed to be temporary that lasted longer and ultimately may have cost us our friendship.
I am moving away from the east coast temporarily to the west where I know how to function in a familiar terrain, earn money and get my album finished so I can return to the east where I feel in my heart I belong.
I am moving up from depression and anxiety, financial instability, self doubt and or any criticisim that I may have heard over the past few months about the decisions I have made. Key word (I) have made... I am seeking higher ground. I am following my dreams, pursuing my career and personal goals. I want to accomplish the things that I set out to do and I am being obedient to my spirit guide.
The universe,my heart, my spirit, and God are united. I know that I am on the right path.
I have worked especially hard to clear up communication issues, be pateint and understanding in my dealings with others, I have been functioning on a more powerful prayer life and I feel awesome.
Yes. I did a lot of changing for the best. And no I am not using my degree or persuing a masters like a few people think I should right now. I am doing me, and I feel great!
My parents are proud of me and I have had the courage to learn and grow. It is scary to take a personal inventory and face your flaws. It is so difficult to admit your mistakes then forgive yourself and others for the parts they affected. Accountability is a huge step that some people are not ready to take or accept.
I am dancing to my own rythm, singing my own song and loving every minute of it.
I breathe fresh air into my lungs and exhale with a smile on my face.
I know that God's will be done. And though I am not perfect...I have perfect peace in my life.
blessings,
-T Hill
Monday, February 2, 2009
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